Oh hi, how was everyone's holidays?
I'm sorry if I worried anyone with my last journal. I was in a really low place there and things had come to a head. I just had to let it out.
The good news is that I'm getting help. I'm going for a full physical next week, and I'm also seeing a psychiatrist to figure out of anti-anxiety medication is something that will help me. I believe it will, since I'm still worrying about things I have no control over, and those feelings are still eating me up inside. At least now I have opportunities to get better.
Thanks to those who posted comments and notes the last time. It's really touching to know that there are those out there who may be concerned for me.